I need to release.

Blogging again? Seriously Leng?
Well, I do only blog when i really need to release my stress and have problems to pour out.
Well.. What't the problem now Leng?
It's that girl AGAIN. and AGAIN and AGAIN.
Why does this keep bothering me?

Your eyes are so beautiful I can stare at them all day long.
Your voice is so perfect, It should be on the Worlds Number 1 SoundTrack.
Everytime you call my name my heart jumps for joy.
I love your personality.
Easy to talk to, smart, funny, beautiful.
Your laugh is so nice, It can bring me up anytime.
You're the closest thing to perfection for me.
You are perfect.

FEELING DOWN

Huge dillema!
Why, oh why on this so important year feelings for you have to be so strong?
Why oh why I do not have the guts to pour my feelings?

Oh, It's that fear again.
Everyone calls it REJECTION.
Self esteem, Down the drain again!

You might know who you are,
You gave me signs saying NO.
So have my word, I'm trying my best to forget, get over this major major crush.
If you can call it a crush lah. More like a crash.
*Sighs*

Breaking

Do you memorize theatrical lines
That seem to lead them in
Play the role with a good girl heart
Hide the tangled webs within
Who was it that led you on,
and makes you want to hurt me so?
Who do you want to forget,
That forgot you long ago?

Do you still feel him
Calling in the air tonight
Do you still feel it
Seems like you've done this before

You make breaking hearts look so easy
(seems like you've done this before)
You've got breaking hearts all but down
(and you've done this, you've done this before)
You make stealing hearts look so easy
(where is the girl I adore?)
You've got breaking up all but down
(and I can't love a thief anymore)

Do you collect the souls you've lost
In the top of your dresser drawer
Count the number of tears displaced
On lonely bedroom floors
A machine where your heart once was
Slowly takes the place of you
Only hold the memories now
Of a love I thought I knew

Do you still feel him
Calling in the air tonight
Do you still feel it
Seems like you've done this before

You make breaking hearts look so easy
(seems like you've done this before)
You've got breaking hearts all but down
(and you've done this, you've done this before)
You make stealing hearts look so easy
(where is the girl I adore?)
You've got breaking up all but down
(and I can't love a thief anymore)

You make breaking hearts look so easy
You've got breaking hearts all but down
You make breaking hearts look so easy
(seems like you've done this before)
You've got breaking hearts all but down
(and you've done this, you've done this before)

The best you could hope to be is now just a bittersweet memory
And you make breaking hearts look so easy.

Its the 2nd of January .

Yeah its the 2nd of January. But im sick.. Shit larh! Im thinking i cant make it for the first day of school.. Happy Birthday Harris! Sorry couldnt make it for gbox. :(